Thursday, July 9, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
The Journey...
29:10 “For the
A very refreshing verse, but a very hard one to follow each and every day.
The world is a very cruel and unforgiving place. It is Satan's realm of deceit and lies. The closer you are to having a friendship and a true relationship with God, the more he will attack you and everything you love. For more on this, check out the book of Job.
So with that foundation and understanding, it is easier for me to understand and remain patient... most days...
There are times I have tremendous amounts of frustration and anger with my plight. I can get depressed over decisions I may have made that led me to this point of being laid off. Maybe if I would have done this or that I could have gotten past this. Maybe I should have taken that offer to leave and go with another company a few months before I got laid off. The mind can race.
Add the family aspect. A wife who is just as confused and frustrated as I am. The plot thickens.
The one constant is there is always something glorious in store of us in the time of our greatest doubt and fear. A devotion I read with my wife last night made the analogy of God and I on a tandem bike. For years I have steered because I didn't fully trust him to take the best way I thought possible from point A to point B. We should have the role reversed, though. He should be steering and guiding us through His plan. Sometimes you take some sharp curves and climb a mountain you think is impossible. But, as with the verse in Jeremiah, He knows where He is leading you and He knows what your purpose and outcome is for His calling.
That is where I stand now...
What is my calling...
What is my purpose...
What is it that He needs me to do...
And... why has 5 months passed without His plan yet being revealed to me.
Until next we meet...
